you work for me, of course I'd go after someone if they fucked with you. not that I don't think you could handle it yourself, but you get the picture here.
Anyway it sounds like you feel unsure because of this mob thing! Just between you and me, I don't think mobsters are any better or worse than regular people.
It's all about who they know and what life threw at them, see??
Once you see your friends do numbers on people a few times, the idea gets less shocking. It's all about exposure! So you remembering that you didn't feel bad about trying to kill someone isn't necessarily a reflection on you as a person. It's a reflection on your experiences! I see no conflict here.
I'm not 100% sure it's related but if it is, I think I got into shit pretty young?
I remember a woman teaching me how to use the gravity shit when I was a kid, she had weird powers too, and I remember knowing it was important to be able to fight
I didn't want anesan to think I couldn't handle myself
I don't know anything else about her, though.
[and a minute later, after some hesitation:]
so is this just the kind of shit you think about, or is it experience, or- what?
I'm not really in a position to judge either way so
[ The return of the gravity shenanigans... Of the people Yato's talked to about these so-called flashbacks, Chuuya's had the most comprehensive picture of events by far. It's food for thought.
He ponders for a moment about how much he should be telling his employer, but in end, Chuuya is Chuuya first. And Yato knows how much emphasis Chuuya puts on discretion... ]
Before I moved here, I used to run with those kinds of crowds. It started in high school and never really stopped, I guess. Maybe they're attracted to my cool and mysterious vibe. (･ᴗ･̥̥̥)
For the record, I don't get invested in turf wars or power struggles or whatever. You don't have to worry about me ditching work to participate in some old feud the next town over. Everything here's pretty tame, too.
yeah don't worry about that, I wouldn't be talking to you about this in the first place if I didn't think I could trust you. you're good, I didn't figure you'd go running off or anything.
you mind telling me about it sometime though?
I mean I remember that I did it but nothing about actually doing it, you know, feels like I should know more about it. maybe it'd help me figure more shit out, I remembered my boss because of the similar guy my cousin talked about so
honestly I probably wouldn't be if it weren't for something I remembered actually happening? before that I figured it was just... I don't know, a weird dream. it's only recently that it's been happening more often, it was just the one incident for a month or so.
I just feel like I should be trying to find out more, you know? I mean, if I turn out to be good at this like I turned out to actually be able to do the gravity shit, it
alright it'd be a bad idea probably but look, it'd be stupid not to use a skill if I remembered how
maybe I could afford to actually move out of this shitty apartment who fucking knows
but I've only been running it for a few months now
I didn't buy the place, I was a bartender there, and I worked for the Quill next door before that. same guy ran both places, the bar went to me and the restaurant to his kid.
You'll get the place of your dreams someday! Dealing in alcohol is like running a casino. There's no losing unless you're a complete screwup. (But even if the bar crashes and burns you're still a winner in my eyes boss)
[ If he were rich, he'd go for those things too...
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Oh yeah there was one other memory thing I saw recently but it sounded kind of dumb so I blocked it out. I'll tell you but you can't make fun of me ok?? (;´∀｀)
In my memory I was telling some kid I was a warrior god who kills demons using a shinki??
So I googled shinki and it's like some line of anime robot girl action figures... I was super serious and convinced and not just humoring the kid though...
Boss I'm afraid I might be an otaku in another life... (´～｀ヾ)
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You really do love me!!
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（♥￫ｏ￩♥）
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☆ミヾ(∇≦((ヾ(≧∇≦)〃))≧∇)ノ彡☆
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[don't cALL HIM OUT, shit]
you work for me, of course I'd go after someone if they fucked with you. not that I don't think you could handle it yourself, but you get the picture here.
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[ does he tho ]
Anyway it sounds like you feel unsure because of this mob thing! Just between you and me, I don't think mobsters are any better or worse than regular people.
It's all about who they know and what life threw at them, see??
Once you see your friends do numbers on people a few times, the idea gets less shocking. It's all about exposure! So you remembering that you didn't feel bad about trying to kill someone isn't necessarily a reflection on you as a person. It's a reflection on your experiences! I see no conflict here.
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I'm not 100% sure it's related but if it is, I think I got into shit pretty young?
I remember a woman teaching me how to use the gravity shit when I was a kid, she had weird powers too, and I remember knowing it was important to be able to fight
I didn't want anesan to think I couldn't handle myself
I don't know anything else about her, though.
[and a minute later, after some hesitation:]
so is this just the kind of shit you think about, or is it experience, or- what?
I'm not really in a position to judge either way so
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He ponders for a moment about how much he should be telling his employer, but in end, Chuuya is Chuuya first. And Yato knows how much emphasis Chuuya puts on discretion... ]
Before I moved here, I used to run with those kinds of crowds. It started in high school and never really stopped, I guess. Maybe they're attracted to my cool and mysterious vibe. (･ᴗ･̥̥̥)
For the record, I don't get invested in turf wars or power struggles or whatever. You don't have to worry about me ditching work to participate in some old feud the next town over. Everything here's pretty tame, too.
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you mind telling me about it sometime though?
I mean I remember that I did it but nothing about actually doing it, you know, feels like I should know more about it. maybe it'd help me figure more shit out, I remembered my boss because of the similar guy my cousin talked about so
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It sounds like you're thinking pretty seriously about this stuff.
[ Yato's just been passing off his visions as weird little happenings. Should he be thinking about them more seriously too...? ]
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I just feel like I should be trying to find out more, you know? I mean, if I turn out to be good at this like I turned out to actually be able to do the gravity shit, it
alright it'd be a bad idea probably but look, it'd be stupid not to use a skill if I remembered how
maybe I could afford to actually move out of this shitty apartment who fucking knows
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You're already thinking of moving again? What's wrong with the new place?
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oh right
.......he never corrected yato]
yeah about that
I was never moving, I just said that because it was in public
kinda assumed you'd noticed, honestly
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Should we advertise more?? I like working there! I don't wanna find other work!
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see this is exactly why I don't like people seeing it
the bar is fine.
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I just figured a bar owner would be pretty loaded...
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but I've only been running it for a few months now
I didn't buy the place, I was a bartender there, and I worked for the Quill next door before that. same guy ran both places, the bar went to me and the restaurant to his kid.
~*glamorous*~ right
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(But even if the bar crashes and burns you're still a winner in my eyes boss)
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[yato Please.]
but yeah I'm working on it. I don't need the place of my dreams, just
something nice
while leaving enough room for a wine and food and clothes budget
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[ If he were rich, he'd go for those things too...
... ]
Oh yeah there was one other memory thing I saw recently but it sounded kind of dumb so I blocked it out. I'll tell you but you can't make fun of me ok?? (;´∀｀)
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promise I won't make fun of you
[it's the least he can do with this kind of talk, right?]
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In my memory I was telling some kid I was a warrior god who kills demons using a shinki??
So I googled shinki and it's like some line of anime robot girl action figures... I was super serious and convinced and not just humoring the kid though...
Boss I'm afraid I might be an otaku in another life... (´～｀ヾ)
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I wish I were a demon-shanker! That actually sounds cool!!! ｡ﾟ(ﾟ´Д`ﾟ)ﾟ｡
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I am pretty sure if anyone could pull off demon murder with anime girl figures it would be you
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That's the nicest thing anyone's ever said about me... Thanks boss!! (・о・)
[ move over anya, your praise is good but not demon-shanking good ]
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