[The good mood is gone, and he hates it. He doesn't enjoy or even wants to think about those memories, but if it can help finding some answers... He owes Yato at least that much after using him like that, doesn't he?
Kicking at the dust Cutter shrugs his shoulders, his mouth a thin line.]
I don't. I don't even remember the exact moment it happened, just what that asshole did to my body and that I couldn't act anymore but I could still think and feel and-
[He cuts himself off and takes a deep breath.]
I fucked up big time when it happened. I wanted to help my friends, but it was all so useless-! Even they called me stupid for doing it.
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[The good mood is gone, and he hates it. He doesn't enjoy or even wants to think about those memories, but if it can help finding some answers... He owes Yato at least that much after using him like that, doesn't he?
Kicking at the dust Cutter shrugs his shoulders, his mouth a thin line.]
I don't. I don't even remember the exact moment it happened, just what that asshole did to my body and that I couldn't act anymore but I could still think and feel and-
[He cuts himself off and takes a deep breath.]
I fucked up big time when it happened. I wanted to help my friends, but it was all so useless-! Even they called me stupid for doing it.