constellates: (★ don't kick it in the butt)
Anastasia "cuddly lion pit" ([personal profile] constellates) wrote in [personal profile] goen 2017-07-14 10:08 pm (UTC)

[It's difficult for her to reconcile.

Since the day that they met, Yato has only been encouraging, sweet, and kind to Anya. Yato has always been more supportive of her than anyone else. Yato has always gone out of his way to make her laugh and smile more than anyone else. Yato has always held her higher, made her feel like she could do anything - more than anyone else.

How could someone like that want to take someone else's life?

There's a clear moment where she falters, the shock and confusion settling behind her wide eyes even as his words echo in her ears. Her breath gets trapped in her throat.

Chuuya wanted to do this too - he wanted to go down a path where Anya didn't think that she could follow, because hurting people never once occurred to her. At the time, she'd been concerned for him, because what if he got hurt chasing down someone he wanted to be. Now as she reaches past jail cell bars to hold onto Yato, she realizes that there might be a sincere chance of other people getting hurt. People she doesn't even know.

It should scare her enough that she should let go. Now would be the time, if there was ever a time, where it would make sense to let go of people who might be bad for her.

Her fingers clutch onto Yato tighter even as water starts to line the bottom of her eyes, not that she seems to notice.]


Почему...? Yato, why? Yato...!

[Why are you doing something that means she can't stay with you?]

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