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[Good.
She relaxes at that, even if her hold on him doesn't. Look, she's going to be attached until he flings her off at this point.]
Да.... Yes. Other people fought him so that he could not hurt anyone else.
[ . . . which she still feels bad for. To some degree, she can't help the frustration.]
Mm. I think I need to be stronger still...
She relaxes at that, even if her hold on him doesn't. Look, she's going to be attached until he flings her off at this point.]
Да.... Yes. Other people fought him so that he could not hurt anyone else.
[ . . . which she still feels bad for. To some degree, she can't help the frustration.]
Mm. I think I need to be stronger still...
IDK people must put a lot of effort into making magazines or pinups or art and things like that
Maybe people who want to support the industry would buy it, not necessarily because they want the porn but to give back to the community and show some support
That's what would make sense to me, anyway
Maybe people who want to support the industry would buy it, not necessarily because they want the porn but to give back to the community and show some support
That's what would make sense to me, anyway
You can totally pay for online porn if that's what you want
And no one tries to "give back to the porn community" come on
Realer explanation:
Someone doesn't want their porn getting traced back to them via credit card
So they buy with cash
Like they're ASHAMED
And no one tries to "give back to the porn community" come on
Realer explanation:
Someone doesn't want their porn getting traced back to them via credit card
So they buy with cash
Like they're ASHAMED
First of all I'm not doing anything I'm just playing devil's advocate
But no not regular porn I just mean in special circumstances MAYBE like trying to support an artist or something like that
Like when you buy someone's song instead of downloading it because you really like the musician
Like that but for something explicit
And cash is braver anyway because they'd have to be in person
But no not regular porn I just mean in special circumstances MAYBE like trying to support an artist or something like that
Like when you buy someone's song instead of downloading it because you really like the musician
Like that but for something explicit
And cash is braver anyway because they'd have to be in person
[ Yato will let her cling to him all day honestly...
Some tension drains out of him at her confirmation, but some remains at knowing that this is a "he". He releases her from his hold, only to take her hand and grip it hard. ]
Don't blame yourself for anything. None of this happened because you weren't strong enough. You're a capable person! This happened because someone else was determined to do something wrong.
Some tension drains out of him at her confirmation, but some remains at knowing that this is a "he". He releases her from his hold, only to take her hand and grip it hard. ]
Don't blame yourself for anything. None of this happened because you weren't strong enough. You're a capable person! This happened because someone else was determined to do something wrong.
[that's her hand being held - and anya finally looks up to meet yato's eyes when she'd been avoiding it for a while there.]
... but if I am strong, why could I do nothing?
[why was it that, even though she'd refused to give up hope the entire time, she still had to wait for someone else to save her?
why was she still hoping for yato to show up when she couldn't do anything on her own?]
... but if I am strong, why could I do nothing?
[why was it that, even though she'd refused to give up hope the entire time, she still had to wait for someone else to save her?
why was she still hoping for yato to show up when she couldn't do anything on her own?]
Нет!
[It's immediate, of course they weren't. But then a second later his argument dawns on her. Right. She's not weak for getting hurt. It's not her fault, because it can't be, if the other people aren't at fault.
So she falters openly.
The frustration bleeds through.]
.... then... why...?
[Why did this happen? Why couldn't any of them get out for so long? Why did so many people have to be hurt?
It's not something she can expect Yato to answer but her calm is cracking.]
[It's immediate, of course they weren't. But then a second later his argument dawns on her. Right. She's not weak for getting hurt. It's not her fault, because it can't be, if the other people aren't at fault.
So she falters openly.
The frustration bleeds through.]
.... then... why...?
[Why did this happen? Why couldn't any of them get out for so long? Why did so many people have to be hurt?
It's not something she can expect Yato to answer but her calm is cracking.]
i mean
your super power is kind of like that already (￣︶￣;)
except instead of being awesome you just make your opponents really tired
like seriously so tired
like "probably aged 100 years" tired
they'll just wither away into a pile of bones and dust at your feet tbh
you'll look down from your speech and there they are
defeated
blowing away in the wind
your super power is kind of like that already (￣︶￣;)
except instead of being awesome you just make your opponents really tired
like seriously so tired
like "probably aged 100 years" tired
they'll just wither away into a pile of bones and dust at your feet tbh
you'll look down from your speech and there they are
defeated
blowing away in the wind
[ Why are people cruel without cause? He eases his grip on her hand, his eyes softening. ]
I don't know, Anya. It's okay not to know. It's okay to be angry... and upset... and sad. It's okay to be as loud as you want, or cry as long as you want. Sometimes it's all you can do.
I don't know, Anya. It's okay not to know. It's okay to be angry... and upset... and sad. It's okay to be as loud as you want, or cry as long as you want. Sometimes it's all you can do.
But I...
[the tears well up in her eyes as she realizes that she wasn't able to do anything and it's not her fault - it was just a bad thing that happened. not just to her, but to others. she falters before letting her face fall against his chest if only so he doesn't have to see her cry
she's been crying so much these past few months
it doesn't feel like her
she still fights to keep the tears at bay, even though some fall without her permission]
Hе могу...
["Cannot" - ]
Yato....
[Some part of her still wants to be stronger than this, even if she's too upset to reach for the words or know if they'll even make it past her throat.]
[the tears well up in her eyes as she realizes that she wasn't able to do anything and it's not her fault - it was just a bad thing that happened. not just to her, but to others. she falters before letting her face fall against his chest if only so he doesn't have to see her cry
she's been crying so much these past few months
it doesn't feel like her
she still fights to keep the tears at bay, even though some fall without her permission]
Hе могу...
["Cannot" - ]
Yato....
[Some part of her still wants to be stronger than this, even if she's too upset to reach for the words or know if they'll even make it past her throat.]
It's alright.
[ He envelops her in a hug once more and tucks her head under his chin. He'll hold her for as long as she needs to be held -- to let her know she doesn't have to say anything more until she's ready. To help her feel safe.
For Anya, who has been largely fortunate in life, an ordered life, often surrounded by kindness in return for the kindness she offers unsolicited, the senseless cruelty must seem incomprehensible. That the world can be so unfair, that you can be inadequate in the face a trial set before you, that your friends can suffer around you or even die at any moment. It's all more than someone as bright and trusting as Anya should have to deal with.
He wasn't there for her when he needed to be, and he'll deal with that certain knowledge in his own time. For now, even if he doesn't have the answers she's looking for, he can at least be here. ]
[ He envelops her in a hug once more and tucks her head under his chin. He'll hold her for as long as she needs to be held -- to let her know she doesn't have to say anything more until she's ready. To help her feel safe.
For Anya, who has been largely fortunate in life, an ordered life, often surrounded by kindness in return for the kindness she offers unsolicited, the senseless cruelty must seem incomprehensible. That the world can be so unfair, that you can be inadequate in the face a trial set before you, that your friends can suffer around you or even die at any moment. It's all more than someone as bright and trusting as Anya should have to deal with.
He wasn't there for her when he needed to be, and he'll deal with that certain knowledge in his own time. For now, even if he doesn't have the answers she's looking for, he can at least be here. ]
Time is like kind of important
Calling yourself a timeline maid would be like calling Jesus a miracle waiter
Except no one REALLY needed his miracles
He was totally showing off
Showboater (↼_↼)
I did stuff like finding lost cats
I get the feeling I wasn't too selective
If people asked for stuff I'd do it
But I think my specialty was killing people
Calling yourself a timeline maid would be like calling Jesus a miracle waiter
Except no one REALLY needed his miracles
He was totally showing off
Showboater (↼_↼)
I did stuff like finding lost cats
I get the feeling I wasn't too selective
If people asked for stuff I'd do it
But I think my specialty was killing people
[ Have another picture attached to an empty text!
It's a picture of Yato's open sketchbook, wherein a cute bearlike character (it's actually an anthropomorphic capyper) is wearing blue overalls and holding a bouquet of bright blue flowers in one hand. This bouquet of blue flowers is also being used to violently whap a weak-looking, pimply-faced nerd character in the face, helpfully identified as Jim via the nametag on his shirt.
The drawing is undoubtedly juvenile, but it's colored rather artfully with watercolors in a wide variety of blues. ]
It's a picture of Yato's open sketchbook, wherein a cute bearlike character (it's actually an anthropomorphic capyper) is wearing blue overalls and holding a bouquet of bright blue flowers in one hand. This bouquet of blue flowers is also being used to violently whap a weak-looking, pimply-faced nerd character in the face, helpfully identified as Jim via the nametag on his shirt.
The drawing is undoubtedly juvenile, but it's colored rather artfully with watercolors in a wide variety of blues. ]
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